My journey...

2011-08-25T03:09:00.002+08:00

My heart's a stereo.

It beats for you, so listen close.

Hear my thoughts in every note.

Make me your radio.

Turn me up when you feel low.

This melody was meant for you.

Just sing along to my stereo.

Gym class hero - Stereo hearts

2011-07-26T14:08:00.001+08:00

2011-05-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

Everybody's still on a learning journey. There are certain stuffs we're unconsciously learning and making mistakes but, after taking time to reflect upon your problem you'll start to realise that you've just developed and matured into a new you.

Its alright to feel apologetic. What's important is that you've done your reflection, change and learn from your mistake.

FYI: Referring & talking to myself.

Mind me (:

2011-04-18T00:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

I'm sorry for not updating.

Been busy.

Will be back soon with my photos taken from Batu Cave at Kuala Lumpur.

Met up with @poonypoink & @sherrichy recently & school is starting next week.

Orientation's tomorrow.

Can't imagine how these 6 months has passed.

Feels as if I didn't enjoy as much as I wanted because I've been working but of course my nights with @masterbay & his friends were as always enjoyable.

Haven't been touching my piano either, this is bad because I'm intending to take my practical next year in March. Gotta work harder & I wanna go for guitar lessons.

Going off now.

Will be back again.

formspring.me

2011-03-24T02:48:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Mingzhuu

2011-03-24T02:31:00.006+08:00

Decided to change the colour of my blog skin because 'blue' is in the trend now according to Seventeen magazine(April's issue).

I'm loving the font 'crafty girls'. (lame I know)

So... I've been doing a lot of research on the flight tickets to KL & accommodations there. Planning to go to Batu Cave. If you are wondering what the heck is that click 'here' to know more about it :)

I just recovered from a bad flu & slight fever. My trip to Health Promotion Board for my immunization jab failed because my Mom forgot to sign the consent form to 'acknowledge' that she approves me to have the jab, and I'll have to make another trip down next Monday. Boring...

Went back to EVSS to practice dance with Aaron today. It was an impromptu decision.

Met up with love and the rest for dinner @ Changi village. Dinner was sumptuous. Try the Chicken chop hor fun. It is NAISE (Y)

Got home after dinner.

LONG POST AHEAD!

(My personal stuff. Feel free to read)

I guess I've ever mentioned that I come from a broken family but have not shared that my Dad is a gambler? Well... He used to be one but now he has turned over a new leaf. I'm not staying with my Dad so I seldom get to see him probably once every two weeks? He is a taxi driver now and his income isn't enough for him to pay back his debts. I do not know how many people does he exactly owe, how much etc. All I know is that he is putting unlimited effort to pay back.

I used to be extremely embarrass to tell/answer people who asked about my Dad because I've always felt that letting others know about his occupation as a 'bookie' would change their view on me. During those years when my Dad was one of them, I spent money lavishly and have never spared a thought on saving because cash flow was FUCKING easy like water. When he won, he won BIG. When he lost, he lost pathetically that his mood would fuck the whole world upside down. Because of his bad temper that my Mom could no longer tolerate, it lead to a divorce.

Last week, I gave my Dad $200. This week, I gave another $100. I just collected my pay for my IT Fair($160)(Basic) and I spent it all. I treated my Dad, Uncle, Grandfather & Bro to dinner the other night and it cost $50+ close $60. Sigh... I'm really having a hard time now because I've got this bad feeling that my Dad will continue to look for me whenever he is in need of cash. It may seem wrong but if you come to think of it he has been taking care of me for the past 16years of my life and he hasn't complain a single shit.

Damn it. All I can say is that... FINANCING & DEPENDING ON YOUR OWN AIN'T FUCKING EASY. For those of you kids/teenagers out there who are complaining that you don't have enough money to spend on this that go and think back what have you contribute to your family. Talking may seem easy but doing it isn't so please spare a thought for your parents.

WTH I have no idea why I just typed out everything about my Dad & how I felt.

Cya sooon :)

Going off now.

2011-03-14T03:47:00.003+08:00

I've been gone for ages.

Too busy and lazy to even bother about this site.

Anw, IT SHOW is finally over. My feet is aching badly now and I NEED FOOT REFLEXLOGY!!

Nothing much...

I've met and finally got together with somebody whom I'm able to share all my happiness, sorrows and frustrations with. That 'somebody' who is able to accept all my flaws and showering me with love all the time. Thank you for being just the way you are and I really appreciate it :)

"Boy, you're so one in a million."

2011-02-25T02:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I'm finally back here. FINALLY!

Yesterday I had my off day and I spent it with @masterbay. Bcozzzzzzz Imma good friend and I accompanied him to study while I just rot there. Well not really rot but I did a lil revision on my piano theory which I haven't touched on it for exactly a year. NOT COOLLLL.

So from the background of the picture its pretty obvious that we went to the famous MACDONALDS. Not gonna tell which outlet. LOL. I know I'm lame. HAHAHAHA.

I'm sorry if I've not been updating because I'm workinggggggggggg besides I'm a lazy person so this shows why I don't blog often. DON'T BLAME ME HOR?!?!?!

Apparently I'm thinking about my pay and how fast I'll spend them all bcos of birthdays, the fees for my dance and piano classes... HOW TO SAVE LIKEA THAT? :(
Plus... I just told my mom not to give my allowance starting from march so that she can save up that $$ and use it for something else. JIALAT... I must be discipline to spend money wisely already. Must stop thinking that I'm very rich, gotta keep track of my spending. DAMN IT. THIS SUCKS.

Whatever it is, I'll still enjoy life to the fullest especially when I'm having my HOLIDAYS still waiting for POLY to start.

Ok byebyebyebyebyebyebye!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I'll try try try try try try to come out with a cover on a song soon. WAIT FOR IT K?

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE >:)

2011-02-02T04:12:00.003+08:00

大家好!!!

Hello everybody! :)

Hmm... Just some photos to keep my blog alive.

I miss @sherrichy, @poonypoink & @Delcialim.

So.. I've quit my job at the pet shop and gotten a new job already.

Gonna be working at a tuition centre on the 7th Feb just after CNY.

I'm not very excited about CNY though, don't really have the mood.

Had dance with weilun and aaron the other day and I really enjoyed myself.

WOOHOO.

Time to make you laugh and show you my unglam photos.

WAHAHAHA. I know, you know, everybody know I have got nothing to be shy about :P

my nails for CNY.
Must thank @susiaosiao for helping me :)

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ENDING OFF WITH MY STUPID FACE!!!
BYEBYE!

Imma happy girl today.

2011-01-31T03:41:00.002+08:00

If a few years back ago we were together all the way till now, I would have been a happy girl..

Pardon me.

IMMABITCH.
IMMABIGFATLIAR.
IMMABIGFATLOSERWHOGAVEUPONYOU.

GOSH.

2011-01-21T02:11:00.004+08:00

OMG, I feel so proud of myself now.

LOL!!!

I feel proud because :

1. I adopted two hamsters, one of them is called Champion and the other is Peace.

2. I have a short recording on check yes juliet and its on facebook.

I don't know why I feel so proud but when others hear it in front of me I'm supaaaaaa embarrassed.

Wondering if I should look for (K) and his friends to SLACK tomorrow.

HATE THE WORD SLACK man I swear.

K byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;)

Youtube covers

2011-01-20T03:44:00.002+08:00

LOL. I can't stand those people who make their own covers of the song and make themselves sound horrible.

The current video I'm watching now is ______. The way she speak is like Christina Grimmie and she's making herself sound so sexy. Disgusting.

So I've started working again waiting for the shop at Bedok to be open so that I don't have to travel long distance and wake up earlier. K, actually it doesn't make any difference but my pay is damn pathetic. The only thing that make me think that its worth the money is that I get to do something different other than working at a shopping mall/restaurant.

Its been rough last week but its better this week. I really hope history won't be repeated. *Cross my fingers*

You know what? If I ever had the chance to turn back time I would really wanna get back to year 2008. I still can't forget bout the things that happened in 2008. Fuck.

So I was speaking about her and this is the only video or cover that I think its nice.
Go check out her other videos.

Lately I've been having guitar/singing session with @masterbay & we may come out with our video. LOL~ Will see how things go. I won't even dare upload it on youtube only on fb. I HUMJI. heeeeeeeeeeeeee.

K byeeeeeeeeeee!

Release of the big fat O's result

2011-01-11T03:20:00.004+08:00

I'm sure everybody must be very curious to know how much Brenna the geek scored...

Well... To be very frank I studied hard for it but still no outcome of the results.

Since you guys are so KPO I'll just tell you here and I feel that there's nothing to be shy about. Although our lives has already been marked by god but still we created and made this choice for ourselves. Ok... so I got friggin 19 points for R4(w/o cca) and 24 for R5.

Are you happy with your results?
Definitely not. I was expecting like 15. Oh well... Life still goes on.

I'm finally back from my 5day trip at Bangkok.

I spent like SG$400 and I shopped liked nobody's business.

The clothes I bought there is exactly like the ones sold at bugis street and far east plaza. Those friggin people who opens blogshops purely just wanna eat OUR money. They bring in clothes and sell it twice the cost they bought from bkk. __ you guys man seriously. If I were the owner of a blogshop I'll sell it slightly more expensive.

Apparently I'm waiting for my photos to be uploaded onto Fb.

There are 'quite' a lot of photos I think.

I did both mani & pediCURE for only SG$19. My mani has got blinkblink. Jealous a not???? :P
@Sherrichy one is even chio-er but her's is more expensive than mine due to her extension. HAHAHAHA.

2011-01-05T11:04:00.001+08:00

There's this feeling in me now and I feel weird but fortunate too.

Damn weird... Thinking, thinking, thinking...

2011-01-05T03:10:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!!

So... My job at Singtel has officially ended on the 31st Dec 2010. No longer have to see nor hear those grumpy customers talk.

Hmm... Its 2011 now and I know its kinda late to post what I've done in the year 2010 but its never too late!

Overall, 2010 has been a great year for me. Went through ups and down. Emotionally and physically challenging year. Alright shall cut the crap and tell you guys how I spent my countdown.

Rushed home from work to change and everything and met @masterbay at Timbre (substation) with leonard and many many other people. Too lazy to name all.

I SERIOUSLY ENJOYED MYSELF THERE.

Its 5th Jan 2011 and tmr I'll be flying off to bangkok at 10.55am with @sherrichy, her family & @Eijgnim. CAN'T WAIT YO!!!!!

Caught quite a number of movies recently.
-The tourist, Little Fockers, Tron legacy, Gullivers Travel...
All were nice except tron legacy. HAHA.

GTG. BYE

2010-12-23T15:57:00.002+08:00

hmmmm... Another day at home and not at work.
Had CO BBQ last saturday, it was especially for Mdm Dorothy Chang but she didn't attend cos she was sick.

To be honest, I was very bored over there but fun picked up later on when we started playing monopoly deal. Luckily I dumped the deck of cards before I left home.
It was nice having a gathering but MOST of the seniors didn't come so... its like what's the point man? HAHA.

Enjoyed my time with my XINYI(kels), SHIKAI(shirley) & JOEY!
Here are the pics!! Enjoy!!

And on Sunday had christmas party @ my work place.
As stated on previous post.
Here are more photos from Del's DSLR!!!

Just look @ junwei's face. DUMB :P

/w\ LUV !

The part timers @ Clifford Centre!! <33>

With our bosssssssssss :D

With Yanjie.

THAT'S ALL!!

PEACE OUT \m/

2010-12-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!!!
Christmas is coming and its gonna be the end of 2010 too...
Damn! Time flies man... When I was looking back at the photos taken this year it brought back a lot of memories and I MIZZ THEM SO MUCH.

I attended my work's christmas party and it was FUN (6.5/10)
Well... I was lucky enough to win a heneiken waterproof camera.
Sad to say it ain't digital but a film one. BETTER THAN NOTHING :P
I won it by playing twister. I was the last participant who joined the game and I joined in after my trip to the toilet.

Head to esplanade to slack with the other part timers and I really enjoyed my time with them.
Before the christmas party and everything I met Delcia at bugis to buy the last minute prezzies.
Seriously enjoyed my time with her. Hope she'll upload the pictures soon.

andddddd here are some of the photos taken that night.
ENJOY!

The reason why I'm blogging now is because I have another day of MC.

I totally lost my voice and I only can whisper. How pathetic is that???

Mom bought a new HP laptop and she's sharing with me.

hmmmm... and my piano is filled with chuhui's book preventing me from playing my piano. LOL!

Watching 90210 and transferring songs into my phone cos I gotta pass mom my mp3.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

CYA! \m/

2010-12-12T12:04:00.002+08:00

ok, I know this picture isn't perfect but look at the freaking kite?!?! ITS SO GOD DAMN HUGE AND PRETTY! It looks like a millipede eating you if you're under it because the lights they flicker and it changes patterns. Guess the owner has invested a lot on his kite just for his leisure.

I also know that I've not been blogging lately...
I was 'sick' for the past three days and I don't have to work on weekends so practically I've got 5days of MC? haha!

I've added two new things on to my 'MUST DO' list. Started it since I was 14, kinda ridiculous but its like a goal or something. Lemme share with you what is it.
Firstly - get on board on The Flyer with the pretty christmas deco on it?
Secondly - get a pretty nice kite and fly it at night at Marina Barrage. Oh! and also have a picnic there (:

Well... K promised me that he would bring me to the flyers but I guess it'll not happen anymore. Shall just go with somebody elseeeeeeeeeeeeee then :D

Catching up with 90210.
GTG!

2010-12-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe I have watched 12 episodes of 90210 in one day.
Catching up with season 2 now, getting more and more intensed.
WOO~

Darn, tmr's work and i'm kinda getting sick of it already.
My whole freaking back is aching for the past few days :(

Fri/Sat having plans with my cousinsssss & family.
Sun going tpy for dance, learning from rahim? Hell yea \m/

Gtg bye!

2010-11-28T04:18:00.002+08:00

Hello there!!!
So... I've totally gotten over some emotional roller coaster thingy.
Totally fine now :D

Went out with my girls yesterday.
Head to bugis for a lil shopping and then to katong for teoheng.
Enjoyed myself hell lot and I can't wait for our ZOO trip.

Here are the photos...

Hmm... But there's one issue now.
I don't know if 'M' is back for me, maybe I am thinking too much... maybe?
But... He usually doesn't text people and he is doing it to me.
Should I feel honoured or what? Not only that he reminded himself and me about the past, not everything but he poped it out. So what nowwwwww?

will just see how things go. Don't wanna think so much for now.
Gotta go! Getting sleepy... :/

PEACE OUT \m/

2010-11-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm.... I know its been kinda crazy this few days but I am FINE now.

Its nice too see somebody you 'loved'/'liked' so much in the past think about you again bcos 'I' made an impact on his life.

Waiting for 90210 to buffer anddddddd after the show I'll just go straight to bed.

Drinking the Green tea @poonypoink bought for me a few days back.

Met up with @emmyhoky last sunday I think.

Thanks for accompanying us (mom and I).

Appreciated it a lot (:

Luv ya

gotta go!

Work tmr :/

2010-11-23T19:43:00.001+08:00

Why does it hurt so much?
Willing to commit and everything else but still not outcome.
FUCK YOU

2010-11-23T10:28:00.001+08:00

I am not that stupid afterall.
since he wants to ignore me, I'm sure he has his reasons. Hopefully there's no turning back. I shall get over this quickly and move on.

2010-11-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

OMG! Look at my hairrrrrr in the picture. ITS SO LONGGGGGG.
I miss my long hair andddddd I MISS SCHOOL BADLY.
I can't stand staying at home all day doing nothing.
I wanna go to school to learn new things, do something beneficial.

Sigh...

2010-11-22T03:19:00.002+08:00

There's just so many things I would like to share with you but you don't have time for me bcos you're with your friends. I feel like giving up hope but you told me to hang on. So, what nowwww? I'm like a lost sheep :O

2010-11-21T03:03:00.003+08:00

Okay, I know this is gonna sound insane but who cares~?
I stayed up till now (3.04AM) to catch up all the way to episode 11 of ANTM cycle 15.

Its kinda sad to see Kayla go because I think she has the potential?
Ann is just good at taking photos and her personality is like WTH?
She's too gentle and she isn't like outgoing?
So... I hope Chelsey wins the competition.
GO CHELSEY~ I SUPPORT YOU !!

Not forgetting Jane. She's drop dead gorgeous.. That's all I can say.
She is bubbly and cute too!!!

You must be wondering who the hack are those girls you're talking about so... I'll be uploading their photos.

JANE'S

ANN'S

CHELSEY'S

KAYLA'S

I hope Chelsey wins Ann.
GOOOO CHELSEY!!!

heading to bed now. Goodnight !
Can't wait for next week's episode.

2010-11-20T16:58:00.003+08:00

before

Hey there people.

Went to School Dental Centre @health promotion board this morning with @poonypoink.
Sad to say that their X-ray machine wasn't working so I have to go back there again this coming tuesday to get my X-ray done. So... the dentist that served me today was MS POON obviously not the @poonypoink who went there with me. She also said that I've gotta get braces.
Should I?

Next, we went to nihon mura @The cathay for lunch.
@poonypoink was kinda embarrassed because she used to work there and her EX-COLLEAGUES could still regconise her? HAHA.
We parted from there, she went to work while I went 'home'.

I went to the saloon to get a hair cut, and damn! The hairstylist snipped off my hair like nobody's business. I told her to cut any hairstyle that she thinks it'll suit me. Snip snip snip, cut cut cut and she's done. My hair is EFFING light & short now? It has like got two layers? It can look short and long at the same time? I kinda miss my old hair though... should have just told her to trim it. But... I'll never regret what has been done because life is too short to have regrets (:

I'll be meeting up with my uncle and maybe with my dad too to have dinner together.
I wonder what they'll say about my hair colour and my new hair cut.

Alright~ That's all I have for now.

Stay tuned :D

2010-11-19T20:09:00.003+08:00

Raina Hein,
American Next Top Model Cycle 14 1st runner up.

I know its been quite some time that cycle 14 has been over but I'm catching up with ANTM now. Just finished cycle 14 and watching cycle 15 now.

Cycle 14 is the bestttttt ever but there are previous cycle that amazed me too.
Catching ANTM on star world is like taking forever, I always miss their showsssssss and it pisses me off.

So basically I spent my evening watching ANTM cycle 15.
RAINA HEIN SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE WINNER FOR CYCLE 14!!!!
She's damn fucking* gorgeous.. I mean look at her photos?
I love her thick eye brows ; glowing eyes & her sexy lips.
Ohmygodddd, I'm just freaking in love with her features and her everything especially her attitude.

Spent my day at home, taught my junior a lil a.maths since she came over to grab some of my not so 'unwanted' books. Lol?

hmmm... He is away in Genting now and I'm sure he's enjoying himself there.
I've got a dental appointment at Singapore Health Promotion Board.
I still have 2 baby tooths in my mouth and it seems like 1 of them is decaying.
As told from the previous dentist he said that my adult tooth is 'killing' or perhaps 'eating' up the nutrients in my baby tooth. Gotta do an XRAY for it.

Gotta continue watching ANTM.
Bye \m/

2010-11-19T02:26:00.003+08:00

ok, so i met @poonypoink today again.

We bid Justin farewell.

Fyi : He is not coming back to Singapore anymore so those heartless people from our clique you guys don't regret..

Poonypoink and I had popeyes for our dinner.

WE WERE EFFING FULL.

Just realised how sucky my phone bcos its very restricted.

I can't accept bluetooth devices from other phones unless they are supported with whatever files or crap. Its getting on my nerves!!!

The internet connection for my phone is alright but at times when I wanna upload photos from there it just can't. So irritating...

Alrightttttt, I hope I won't be posting any 'EMO' posts anymore since things are alright now.

fuckkkkk, i think this phone is restricting me from a lot of thingssssssss.

There are so many things i wanna do with it but it just can't.

Grrrr...

2010-11-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

I had an awesome day with poonypoink in the afternoon but it gotten worst as night fall.

Things weren't getting better and it turned out worst. Am I the cause for speaking the wrong things?

I'd really wish to talk to you but you're ignoring me. I wouldn't be in this state if mom didn't ignore me too. Its like I'm drifting further away from my mom. We barely talk a single word even when we're home.

can you understand how I'm feeling now?
Why must i be the one understanding what you're trying to say? What about me?

hoping for a better day tmr...
Oh ya.. Just left with 22days.

Sigh...

2010-11-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

Why can't you just give in?
Its torturing... :[
it was my fault for starting it but I was pissed with the way you speak to me. It just seems as if you are taking advantage of me. Am I thinking too much or just luring out how I feel right now at this point of time?

God, what should I do nowwwwww?

2010-11-17T14:33:00.002+08:00

Apparently waiting fornpoonypoink to finish her job interview and I'm sitting alone at toapayoh's Mac drinking his favorite lemon tea.

I thought today would be a better day but I was wrong. I brought a heavy heart out. Hopefully I'll be better when I'm with my friends.

2010-11-17T01:38:00.003+08:00

There's no stopping once my heart aches damn badly.
Fuck it, seriously.
I mean you don't seem to be serious at all.
I DON'T KNOW.

I don't know what the fuck you're thinking,
I don't know what the fuck you want,
I don't know what the fuck I am doing now, feeling so fucking emotional now.

FUCK.

2010-11-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

At times I really wonder if we were be able to be together.
The way you talk to me... Its as if you don't even care.
Even when I'm out with you, you seem as if you don't give a damn bout me.
I wouldn't even know if you see this but I really have no choice but to rant here.
I can't portray 'us', even if I wait.. Will I still get this type of treatment from you?
Idk how long more I'm able to take it.
You're enlisting soon.. And I seriously dont know how will life be from then on.
Sighhhhhhhhh..

2010-11-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

I am using my new phone to bloggg
My HTC Mozart windows 7 phoneeee.
Lol.
Testinggg :)

2010-11-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

LOL.
Criticism makes one stronger.
Its useless if you can't accept criticism and remove people as your friend.
What doesn't kills you makes you stronger.

WHAT A JOKE, YOU PEOPLE....

SPEECHLESS

ps: If you think I'm referring to you guys go aheaddddddddd, I DON'T CARE....

2010-10-30T03:24:00.002+08:00

Tell me how or what should I do?
I've made somebody feel that I'm a bitch because I cheated his feelings.
I mean that's the fact that he stated and I guess I do not have to be shy about it.
But to be honest, I made clear and precise decisions before getting into a r/s with you.
If I was just basically playing I wouldn't have even considered.
You would just be a one night stand.

At times I don't understand why when you treat somebody particularly good, you'll end up getting fucked up.

So that's the end for today.

Thank you so much for spending time celebrating my birthday with me
1. Shewee <3
2. Poonypoink <3
3. Ong Xuanwei
4. Justin Ruan
5. Xu
6. Kooh William
7. Black
8. the FAT.
9. Klins
10. 10 years of friendsssssss
11. Smart ass
12. Short
13. Jie
14. Baby

That's about it. Hopefully I didn't miss anybody.
Goodnight people!

PEACE OUT \m/

Blue - Best in Me

2010-10-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

Cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do...
That's why I'm by your side, that's why I love you...

Today study session with POONYPOINK was fruitful and ludicrous (:
bumped in to my dearest chelsea (quackquack) and windsor.
2 more days to the first paper.

Applied a job at royal sporting house.
K, I kinda regretted after visualizing me wearing that sports attire with that 'bluey' shirt.
Ewwwww~

With Love,
Brenna (:

2010-10-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Hey there people !

I've uploaded graduation photos on FB already.
All the best to those taking O levels this year.
I can't wait for it to end... so that I CAN continue my DANCE, PIANO & Guzheng.
Wow! That means i'm gonna be a busy girl but I LIKE IT.
K, gtg to meet minhui for lunch. Having tuition later on.

Ms Teo (Vice Principal)

Tang lao shi

Ms Tan

Mr Goh

Kinda sad that Ms Ang wasn't there on our grad day cos I wanted to take a photo with her too.
Nvm !
K bye~~

Everything's fine now (:
I hope this will not happen again.

2010-10-20T18:19:00.002+08:00

I can finally feel the pinch in my heart once again after such a long time.
This feeling wasn't even that bad comparing to my previous boy.
Why do you have such a huge impact?

I tried understanding but it seems like they are all lies.
I feel like a fool now. Its like you're lying to me now, everything you say are all lies.
You don't need me anymore.
You don't care anymore.
I am nobody in you anymore, all the things you used to say were all FUCKING LIES.

Damn... why am I crying in front of the screen??
I feel so frustrated now and then because I feel so insecure.
I guess I've gotten so use with you 'verbally' by my side.

Thanks for everything.
I WILL ignore you from today onwards.
Hopefully I won't have the temptation to contact you.

After 2 years, I feel the hurt again... but from a different person this time round.

2010-10-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

To : (K_k)

If you're ever reading this, I really don't know what's going on. I really don't know why I will be so affected just by a silly situation. I don't know why I can't seem to understand but all I want is a first step from you that's all. I've had enough of waiting, i'm sick and tired of waiting. I cherish this friendship a lot and I don't want it to 'end' it here. What has happened? We used to be so closed and we drifted, close again and we drift. Is this gonna repeat as a cycle and let it continue until its the end of the world? I want this cycle to stop as I need you to be there for me whenever I need you.

To : (W)

After browsing through all those photos I took with you, I was deeply affected by the attitude you're giving me now. Somebody who used to be so loving and caring towards me has become a person who is treating me so cold now. I sense it and you're the only person who knows what you're doing.

Yes, I was wrong in someways to have a conflict between our friendship but in the end I overcome that mistake and decided not to let it repeat again however, the same thing happened but this time round it was you who sparked the conflict.

I guess you and I aren't meant to be true friends, but I would want you to know that I still do care for you as much in the past and whenever you need a helping hand I'll lend you mine.

With luv,
Brenna.

2010-10-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

A week to come and I'll be graduating from EVSS.
Time passes so quickly, I can still remember the very first day I stepped into the school, buying books and uniform in 2006 December.

Those memories I had with my friends, teachers... and those happy moments I had with (M) will always be remembered. How I got myself so badly hurt over somebody, that was my very experience and it took a very long time for me to get myself over it. They will stay within me.

All I do now is to study and perhaps watch a lil of TV. I go to school with a tired state and mind of body. Homeworks of different subjects are piling up everyday. The amount of work I have to do now is tripled but the amount of rest I get is halved. I will suffer through this process! No pain no gain, I've been repeating this to myself many times. In another few more weeks I'll be done with the Os and I'll be able to dance and enjoy life as much as I want.

I aim high, I wanna be good.
I will be the best I have ever been, I am the best.
( for self-motivation purpose )

Where has the courage all gone to? Even if I had the courage, I wouldn't be bold enough to express out how I feel in front of you. Although the things you've said were sweet but they aren't true. I should just accept the fact that this is the truth. I haven't felt this way for a pretty long time. When I see you, its like you're just so different.

Oh lord...

2010-09-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

Whatever it is, this is my race, not yours.
I have the rights to say whatever I want to.
I don't give a bloody damn.

2010-09-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

uhhhhhhhh... I think I've wasted my day today.
I can't prelim's actually starting tmr.
OH MYYYYYYYYYY GOD.

K, i'll be visiting my dad later.

SCREAMS*******
k bye !

2010-09-12T03:41:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody.. The time now is 3.41AM & I am still @ Tan JunKiat's house studying with klinsmann and meijin. My eyes are feeling droopy because i'm still having my contact lens on. Its so dryyyyyyyyy :(

Let me tell you something... SS sucks!!!
Seriously feel like giving up on my humanities. So many things to memorize LOR!!
And I am sooooooooooo not prepared for prelims.
Seriously regretted not preparing my studies earlier.
BUT!!! Its better to start now than later, its never too late.
So everybody... JIAYOU!!!
As long as you put in your effort i am sure that your efforts will be paid off.

Let's just endure this last month and we'll be free from the cage.
HAHAHA!!!!!
Guess what, I think I'm in love with VENICE.
I find Venice very easy to remember lehszxzxzxzxzxz.

I realized that studying with JunKiat is super productive...
HEEHEE. I think when junkiat sees this he'll be smiling. WAHAHA

I am waiting to get home thus typing this out.
OK BYE!!!!

2010-08-20T06:30:00.003+08:00

Everything's over already.
I can fully concentrate on what I want now.

It seems like a dream to me.
I kept thinking back what had happened.
After all I just gotta be realistic and know what hurts me the most must not hurt anyone else.

To: you

I know its hurtful to lose someone out of a sudden especially when I was the one who initiated the break up. I'm very sorry, sincerely sorry. I cannot let my 'M-feelings' slip into my heart just like that, so easily. If it happens once, I believe that there will be a second time which I don't want it to happen and hope that it won't happen. You've been a great guy, sending me home, giving the sense of security that I've always wanted but I don't see the hope of being together for long. I know we've always said we'll see how things come along as time passes but I can't seem to do it. I'm a person who always likes things perfectly planned out first.

Seriously speaking, I'm a fucked up girl who is so fucking stubborn to let go the past.
You shouldn't deserve me because I'll just be the one hurting you.
I only want others to hurt me, not hurt others.

I hope you'll understand and treat me as a friend.
If you say you'll wait then let's start everything all over again, being friends.

2010-08-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

Alright~
I'm blogging because I wanna show off my photos I took with baby during YOG opening ceremony day. The whole main idea of the outing was to have steamboat with his secondary school friends. Decided to hang out @ Esplanade area and we managed to catch the fireworks (:

I had tuition on that day & was late again...
Studied alone at teadot again till baby & his friends came.
Headed to bugis - iluma to find the rest & settled down at some steamboat restaurant which I had tons of scallop. YUMMY~

♥♥♥♥♥
(my fav pic)

Group photo ~

Thanks Savio for the pictures (:

♥♥♥♥♥
(Baby's expression is so cuteeeeee*)

Damn, no more fireworks.
Still... nice photo!

Look @ my tighs !! SOOO FAT !
OHMYGOD.

His Nike dunks pro mid. My Addidas sleeks.

(I'll stay by your side, walking through your darkest nights with you. Let's stay strong & loving together :*)

I finally met my dad after so long.
To be honest, I felt like crying the moment I saw him.
I wish I could have a happy family again...

2010-08-12T01:23:00.003+08:00

FOR YOU TO LAUGH AT ME !
& TO BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY!!
(: (: (: (: (: (:
"Its a sunny yellow banana day~!"

Okie! This is my 110th post.
I know my blog is fucking dead but I'm also fucking lazy to spend time and update it.

Life has been "GREAT".
Homework piling up every single day.
Rushing to complete them all one by one.

Seriously gotta manage my time well if not I'll be no where.
National Day celebration, having picnic with the Malay people @East Coast Park was the best.
Prelims in one month time.
O levels... (*my birthday T.T)

Oh yea, will be performing for teachers' day with aaron & weilun.
(*damn, more training)
O level oral & Chem SPA III next Monday and on Tuesday Physics SPA III.
THIS IS SO BORING~~~~~

Can't wait for the stupid O's to be over.

K BYE !

2010-07-19T18:53:00.002+08:00

Thanks for bringing me to Padang to watch NE2 (:
I really enjoyed my day with you.
My fav picture taken with him.

Had monday blues, managed to complete and hand in my work on time.
Thumbs up for me (:
Gotta complete the rest later on.

Anyway... HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIFEI

I'm satisfied with with what I have now.
OOOOOOOOOOOOYJ :D

2010-07-12T18:08:00.003+08:00

YAY TO SPAIN FOR WINNING THE WORLD CUP AND WINNING NETHERLANDS !!

Didn't attend school today because I watched the match last night.
I OVERSLEPT.

Haven't done anything productive yet but I AM GONNA DO SO NOW :D

Here are the pictures taken when I was at milleage high club for a HIPHOP EVENT.
Managed to bump into Shengming & Darren (:
It was a very memorable day because have you ever seen xuehui vs yasmin? or maybe, xuehui vs rahim???
NOOOOOO RIGHT? some of you guys don't know whose xuehui, yasmin and rahim. Well... they are very very good dancers. Its a very rare thing and I manage to caught it live. I've got the video but I'm lazy to upload it.

There you go, the pictures (:
ENJOY !

ALLEGRA!!! :D :D :D

DONE !
Gotta go.

SAYING IS EASY BUT DOING IT ISN'T.
Actions speaks louder than words.
Mean what you say dude.

2010-07-12T01:25:00.003+08:00

I've not done any homework or any revision this weekend.
Just spent my time relaxing which is so WRONG...
I'm suppose to make full use of my time instead of wasting it.

I STILL FIND THAT IT WAS WORTH SACRIFICING MY TIME TO ATTEND THIS YEAR'S 'THE BIG GROOVE'.

Bought my water bottle today (:
It looks fwuaking cute I swear... (keke*)
Bought birthday presents & also a MANGO BAG.

Lemme tell you what happened before I bought the bag.

ME : "Ting!! This bag is damn chio laaaaa!!"
Weiting : "yup !"
ME : *hesitating whether I should get a not*
Weiting: *waits for me*
ME : "AIYA, we come back later again. If the bag is still here I buy kay?"
Weiting : "Okay !"
*Left the shop*

*Came back to the shop*

ME : "Ting!! How? Should I buy not? It looks damn nice lahhhhhhh~"
Ting : " Then buy lor!!!"
ME : *Still deciding, hesitating*

* Hung the bag back to the hook *

ME : Staring @ the bag

*An aunty came over, took the bag, tried the bag, turned around with the bag, legs rooted to the ground & stood there for quite some time...*

*My heart skipped a beat.*

ME : "TING!! HOW? SHE SEEMS LIKE SHE'S GETTING THE BAG. OH NO!!!"
Weiting : "Wait and see lor... WAH! If she get the bag you damn sway sia."
ME : "I'll not only feel sway, I'll feel damn stupid, damn sad."

*The aunty didn't hung the bag back to the hook, almost walked to the counter but suddenly she walked back and hung the bag back.*

ME : *walked back and took the bag*
ME : " TING !! SHE DIDN'T BUY. COME ON, let's go get this nowwwwwwwww!"

*Paid, LEFT*

Phewwwww~ Thank god the aunty didn't buy it man.
Or I'll feel damn.... ARGHS ! Should have gotten the bag man.

MORE PICTURES TO COME.

SPAIN VS NETHERLANDS is starting!!!
GO SPAIN !!

2010-07-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

People say go for the person who loves & cares about you, not go for the one whom you really love.
But... Don't you think we're just taking granted of others love?

Sometimes I really wonder if the choice I've made now is the right one.
Committing to one more person ain't easy.
I'll neglect my time spent with my mom & friends, I don't wanna make one more feel neglected in some ways...
I've got so much commitment for my studies.
:(

Damn, guess I'm just being too emotional due to my tiredness.
Am I lying to myself?
I hope I'm not...

2010-07-08T01:18:00.004+08:00

I love my Best friends, Sherri & Zhiqing :)

Alright, all those photos below were taken today during our chinese lesson.
I had my Chinese 'O' level Oral yesterday, I think I didn't do very well but at least I tried my very best.
Poony poink even sent me a mms to encourage me. ( muahs!(K) )

Please bare with our unglam faces.
This is what we do when we're bored. HAHA!
Most of the photos are blur as we're using nokia's front camera. (VGA quality)

The photos below were taken yesterday.
Damn, I find this photo below friggin adorable. Heehee :X
Once again, we took all these photos during chinese lesson, you can see weilun & yonglong in the background.

okay done !
Apparently, I'm staying up for the GERMANY VS SPAIN match.
I wonder how am I gonna endure my long day tomorrow as I'll be going to Ngee Ann Poly too & in the evening, I have tuition.

OH MY ~ GOD.

Does this count as annoying?

2010-07-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

K, I know these photos are already damn long ago but i'll still post it :D
There it is ! More lively now.
SPAIN VS PARAGUAY later on.
GO SPAIN !!!!

2010-07-03T02:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, the first week of school is over.
It has been very hectic & tiring for me.
Perhaps I should say... I spent more time studying/completing homework than resting.
I sleep at 1-2am almost everyday, including NAO -.-

Well... today's an exception.
At least I got to get ample play time & rest time which makes me happy :D
Had dance practice with laserbeamz since next thursday we'll be performing during school assembly. Got home & went out again for study session with @Jasnyn, kooh, goh, lim & yeung at changi airport. The stupid-est assumption I've ever made was, Changi airport's Mac will broadcast FIFA WORLD CUP. & I felt so fucking guilty to have troubled everyone with me including @YuJieOng who joined us later on.

Without further explanation, we actually ended up ourselves in Jasnyn's home.
Despite the fact that Brazil lost, I still enjoyed my whole day today.
It is an irony to walk back home from Tampines to Simei with @YuJieOng.

I've got tons of work to complete & only MinHui understands the pressure that I'm facing.
HAHAHAHA.

K bye

2010-06-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

I am able to forget about everything except you.

Btw, this is my 101th post.

School's starting next monday. Damn, time do fly.
I think I'll do well for my CA if it happens to test on Organic Chem.
Right Minhui? ^.^

Everybody does their thinking on their bed.
I do, do you?

2010-06-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

Firstly,
I miss going to somerset where O school is because I miss the people who I usually hang out with.
I miss O school because I miss dancing.
Though people may say you can dance anywhere, where ever you want but it'll still be better if you've got company.
Especially a group that loves 'DANCE'.

Caught Toy Story 3 today.
I must say its a very cute show and I love most of the characters in it.
Especially pea brain, the sunflower, and the 3 lil aliens.

I've been having tuition almost every single day.
72 A.maths questions as my homework, it may seem a lot but actually once you've gotten the hang of it, you'll enjoy it. HAHA !

I've got a chem test tmr.
I mini quiz i suppose, hopefully I'll do well for it.

I promise I'll make my blog more lively by uploading pictures.
BUT NOT TODAY.
I gotta study for my test tmr since I've been relaxing all day long just now.

BTW, I went for foot reflexology and the massager told me that if i frequently do it, it'll make me look younger. Guess its just crap.

GTG ! BYE :D

2010-06-19T14:02:00.004+08:00

I'm going through a MAJOR CHANGE in my life from today onwards.
New home, new lifestyle, everything's gonna be new.

I shall leave all old memories behind and continue leading life.
I love life and I live it happily (:

So many things be to unpacked...
Wish me all the best man!

TOY STORY 3 ON WEDNESDAY.
Can't wait :D

2010-06-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I'm finally back after working for 4days.
My feet is aching now~
:(

Anw... while working we girls admired at those good looking guys & LAUGHED like some crazy people there. Really had fun.

Though shewee & poonypoink said that the 'DANCER' don't look good but i don't know why I still think his good looking leh... K, I think i got problem.

Pictures tmrw? Or maybe another day.

K BYE !

2010-06-05T02:11:00.008+08:00

To all readers, I'm damn sorry for leaving this EMPTY for the manymany days that has past.
Was busy with... O LVL MT?! & coaching.

Long & a quite wordy post ahead...

Anw, after my mt o lvl paper SHEWEE the SHORTY asked me to go out and study.
Went to our usual place to study, SO EPIC.

yea... I know its holidays already, shouldn't you have more time to blog?

My answer would be no ! haha ! bcos i'll spent most of my time out & by the time I get home I'm so darn lazy to get anything done except MAYBE playing GB.

So... Today's my last lesson for waacking.

I didn't enjoy the lesson honestly bcos i didn't have an interest in that genre BUT I learnt something new, which is GOOD. All I gotta do is to practice the basic, add my own style & I'm sure I'll enjoy it.

I was kinda dissappointed with myself during lesson today.

My mind totally blanked out during freestyle with @shengmingg & Darren.

I know bryan graded me damn badly for it. I CAN TELL.

Besides, I don't have the confidence bcos there's so many 'ZAI kias' in my class.

SIGHHHHHHHHH... K shan't talk about it.

&&&&&&&&&&&& MY MOOD AFTER LESSON WAS HORRIBLE bcos of SOMEBODEH.

Forget it, don't wanna talk bout it...

Had dinner with shengming, callista & darren @ 313 B3.

Fetched them off to the MRT station & went to meet those who were still having lesson @ Oschool.

While waiting, tanna & I were admiring Diya's toprock.

Enemy ground SFB (the crew if i'm not wrong) one the the bgirl crew member.

She's super nice & friendly (:
I LIKE (Y)

blahblahblah, went to TOASTBOX bcos of ________________. (some reason)

-.-

Helped VANVANVANVANVAN to hail a cab.

Next, HOME with TANNA.

My moments in Oschool

(mostly HH2)

- the photos are mostly jumbled up because of BLOGGER's photo uploader.

NOOB.

Surprisingly, Xuehui said hi & waved to me today when I was walking up to Oschool again.

She usually don't regconise but now she does (:

I don't know why I feel so happy.

Another thing is that, while waiting for train heading towards marina bay...

Bryan tapped me on my shoulder (:

I feel happy because at least your instructors regconise you rather than treating you as if you've not existed in class. Which also means they used to pay attention to you in class.

I admit during waacking, all the things that bryan asked to do.

I ANYHOW DO lah. Just try my best.

oh well, gonna focus mainly on HIPHOP once O's are over.

When HH3 course by xuehui is completed i may wanna learn street jazz, popping, locking & breaking.

So adventurous...

K nights !

2010-05-30T02:02:00.002+08:00

Why can't you understand my situation?
Its not as if I DON'T WANT TO GO, I don't have a choice & can't go.
In the beginning, I was able but in the end couldn't.
How would I know it will turn out to be this way?

Fuck it.
I maybe a loser posting how i feel here, seriously... whatever.
GAH ! frustrated.

BYE.

2010-05-18T00:18:00.004+08:00

I MUST NOT LET THIS FEAR OVERCOME ME.
INSTEAD,
I MUST OVERCOME THIS FEAR IN ME.

Its always good to have seniors around giving you advice especially those who have gone
through what I'm experiencing now. Thanks Xueling & Shuyin for your encouraging words and advice. I have decided and I AM NOT GONNA DROP TO COMBINE SCIENCE. Infact, I'm gonna cope and bare with this suffering. I want to have a real taste of success when I recieve my O lvl results. I guess I have to work with myself, just myself, my emotions.

With that, I've made my final decision that COMBINE SCIENCE = NONO for me NOW. Feeling so much better (:

Thankyou shewee, baby, nicolas, guiling, junkiat & to those who've encouraged me also. Luv all (L)

Gotta overcome this fear ASAP

2010-05-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

alright, my grades suck to the CORE.
I'm god damn dissappointed in my CHEMISTRY & E.maths too.
Was expecting at least a B3/B4 for chem & B3/A2 for E.maths.
My goal sheet is gonna be so ugly with all the 'X's.

Perhaps I lack of rest the day before the paper.
Had late nights just to study for the subject.
Now I finally got to know that last minute work seriously doesn't work out.
Consistency is the one that helps you achieve your goals.

K, to be honest... I'm really jealous of AMH'S results.
She's like "I will fail one lor, do very badly" & it turned out to be the other way round.
But to think about it, there's no point to be jealous about.
Overall, I've got to compete with myself, work with my emotions and ask myself why I'm getting such effing lousy results.

With this, I'm stucked in between making a very BIG decision on whether to drop or not to drop to COMBINE SCIENCE. Its fascinating to see your classmates/friends who're taking combine science doing very well for their SA1. I'm real envious about it, but once again it doesn't help me in any way. Oh well... I'm ready to work my ass off for this coming prelim.

I'm gonna be real discipline and stick to my schedule.
I MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING.
Once this course & competition is over, I'll fully focus.

I PASSED MY CHINESE !! MIRACLE???? I got 59 (C5) for it. 1 more mark to my target B4.
I know its not a fantastic mark but I've never expected my chinese to pass, so i'm not gonna be so ambitious.

JC/POLY?
JC = PURE SCIENCE (uncertain grades)
POLY = COMBINE SCIENCE (secured A)

K, ITS DAMN LOL.
I'm gonna get a cup of apple juice with aloe vera to cool myself down.
CHILL BRINA KNN

2010-05-15T04:20:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST (:

I know I'm very mean to post up this photo BUT WHO CARESS?!?!

Taken on : 2nd September 2008 ; 10.30AM

Was god damn smelly just now before I had my BATH.

Could smell the ciggarette & beer smell.

EWWW !

Got home from Baby's BBQ.

Okay... I drank a bit & it has been ages since I last drank.

I face turned tomato red just like the colour of my shirt I was wearing just now.

GAWWWWD, could feel the heat on my face but still HACK CARE.

ALL LAUGHED @ ME. Nevermind, this shows that I'm a healthy person :P

Plan to catch IP MAN II with poonypoink was cancelled.

Brenna : "So how? Later want watch IP MAN II ?"

Poony : " Don't want lah ! Stay here (bbq pit)"

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

K, was expecting a lot of food to be left but I was wrong.

I only had like a plate of fried rice, 2 undone chicken wings & few mouths of marshmellow.

& I'M FUCKING HUNGRY NOWWWWW ! @5.10AM

wtf, its already 5.10 in the morning & I'm not asleep yet.

Training session + Lesson = Very very tiring

MY WHOLE BODY'S ACHING !! Even when I was dancing during class @ Oschool, could feel my legs turn numb. Worst of all is, YOU CAN'T STOP ! KEEP GOING !!

Gonna collect the hiphop pants & hunt for costume tmrw with some of my crew mates.

6more days till the competition = everyday DANCE -.-

Think i'll run out of clothes eventually, especially my pants.

LOLOL~

Finally got the songs to practice waacking with.

BUT STILL NEED TO CONVERT IT TO Mp3.

SO IRRITATING.

K, before I end my post here are some photos taken with baby last year?

Hardly any photos this year. (LOL!)

I LIKE THIS PHOTO BELOW A LOTTTT. I DON'T KNOW WHY.

K, the end!!!!!!!!

I'm so so so tired, I'm so so so tired, I didn't mean to be tired~~~

BTW, @Jingheng ; @Hxsujiawei ; @ruanyutao ; @ZenTheBoy ; @Aloy WERE ALL DRUNK !! HAHA ! SHEWEE WON ALL OF THEM. YAYYYYY (:

2010-05-14T00:42:00.007+08:00

Hey READERSSSSSSSS (:
Today's my last day of exams.
WOOHOO, finally done with this SA1 but soon MT O lvl will be coming.
BORING.

Had dance session today with LASERBEAMZ (excluding 2)
Andreas was late...
TODAY'S DANCE SESSION MADE ME FEEL SO DEMORALIZEDDDDD :/
I think I dance awfully.
GAWWWWWWWWWD.

So after dance dined in @ NEWYORK NEWYORK

WITH THIS 2 CRAZY DARLINGS

While waiting for the food to be served...

CAMWHORE (:

The picture below is one of my fav pic among all.

You'll get to see unglam faces of ours too.

After having our sumptuous dinner, we caught the back-up plan.

Movie was enjoyable... IPMAN II with poonypoink tmrw. YAY !

I'm super pack tmrw man... I SWEAR.

Training tmr = lots of spinning to be done

After training, lesson @ OSCHOOL.

After lesson, baby's bbq.

GAWDDDDDDDDDDD.

That's about it.

BYE

2010-05-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hi people !!
SO MANY PEOPLE ARE HAVING THEIR OWN WEBCAM AND I DON'T.
JEALOUS**

I shall get one for myself like a SOON.
hahahhaa ! Apparently, @poonypoink is being a bitch on MSN :P
I didn't study the whole day, merely relaxing.
WAHAHAHA ! But i'm gonna do some studying on a.maths still like later?

Seriously can't wait for exams to be over.
Baby's bbq this friday... Seems like i'm packed ! (VERY)

K what else to rant about...
I HAVEN'T WATI IPMAN II AND IRON MAN II !!!
wathcing IP MAN with @poonypoink.
Who wants to watch IRON MAN II with me ^^ (*gives cheeky face)

K, 我要去读书了
-Its somebody's birthday tmrw & I've yet to do anything for that PRINCESS .

2010-05-11T02:27:00.004+08:00

my sec2 life was the most memorable year among all 4years

(I know i look effing stupid in the picture, BUT I STILL LIKE IT :P)

ITS FREAKING 2:28 AM NOW & I'M HERE BLOGGING

ANNOUNCING TO ALL THAT I JUST WOKE UP.

I know that's retarded but who cares?!?!?!

Besides, I slept @ 8PM yesterday.

Just had 6hours of sleep, and apparently dreading for sleep.

BOOOOOO~ (N)

Why are you awake so early?

Because of my physics paper !

I fear physics the most, I don't know why either.

Its either I lack of practice or lack of confidence in that subject.

If only physics was just like chemistry (which can never happen)

KKKKKKKKKKKKKK, I shall shutup for the moment & start catching up with work.

Bye people ~

\m/

2010-05-10T18:44:00.006+08:00

PLEASE DO CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADDS. TYVM !!!

~~English, Chinese, Maths, Humans, Chemistry~~

HAHAHA, they are all done.

down with 2more papers & I'll be free.

'O' lvl Physics & Chem SPA II is coming same goes for my audition.

3 more lessons till my waacking course comes to an end.

3 more days till my exams come to an end.

wooooooo ~

I can't wait

Guess what, I slept so soundly on the bus when I was on my way home from tuition that an uncle had to wake me up when the bus was already @ Tampines interchange.

How epic.

and n-a-o, I'm gonna start "chionging" on my physics papers.

YAWNS~ this shows how tired I am.

2010-05-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

Cousin Gloria & I @ yesterday's wake in Toapayoh.

Brenna doesn't like C.R.O in chapter 19.

She's happy that she has done an ultimate revision.

She covered 7 chapters just in one day.

Left with 6/20 chapters for revision, shall do it tmrw.

Shall do a sup.dup short revision on E.maths.

I'm being complacent na00000000OOOOO.

Random.

2010-05-08T18:19:00.002+08:00

BRENNA

FEELS

LETHARGIC

N-A-O

(*edit)

@ 2:02AM ; 9th March 2010

I'm gonna do badly for my exam this time round.

Physics paper on tuesday... OMG!!!!

I tell you, I LIKE A HATE PHYSICS.

& I miss my hiphop days in O school... Sigh :(

2010-05-07T16:34:00.002+08:00

I screwed my a.maths P1 & geography paper today.
How awesome is that.
Super last minute studying.
Totally hate last minute work.

Having dance later on, wonder how am i gonna survive when i only had 2hours of sleep today.
We're choosen for danceXplosion and our audition date is on the 22nd may.
Damn... once this SA1 is over, I'm still very packed up.
Have to concentrate on both my chem&physics O lvl spa, MT o lvl paper, dance.
WAHHHHHH ~ I really gotta manage my time well.

K, gotta run.
bye ~

2010-05-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hi all, I'm apparently @ tanweiting's place.

Its been ages since I last came here.

Those photos were taken 2years back.

Can't believe it man. I ripped those photos out from her desktop.

HAHAHA ! I'm sure when she sees this she'll be damn angry with me.

huhu~

Gotta continue studying.

Bye (:

2010-05-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Didn't have the strive to study during tuition today.
Tutor's mood wasn't good either.
Wasted one lesson today T.T
BUT... I still managed to revise on something and learnt something new.

Met up with my GIRLS today.
Damn happy (:

SS paper tmr. Cool or what~
I shall vomit everything out tmr & fully concentrate on Chemistry.
I haven't touched anything on my E.maths either, that's SO AWESOME.

I shall refrain from saying 'KP' anymore.
LOL.

okbye.

2010-05-02T16:37:00.002+08:00

wtf.

wtf. wtf.

wtf.wtf.wtf.

wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.

curse.curse.curse.curse.

BRENNA.BRENNA.BRENNA.

for.for.for.for.for.for.for.for.

sleeping.sleeping.sleeping.

&.&.&.&.&.&.&.&.&.&.&.

not.not.not.not.not.not

REVISING.REVISING

stuck.stuck.stuck.

@.@.@.@.@

HOME

!!!!!!!

!!!!!

2010-05-02T12:28:00.002+08:00

Mid-years just started last friday.
"Never say die when the battle is not over."
Some quote from an ex-eastviewian & it was announced to the whole school.
I think I'm able to remember most of the things Mr Ee says on the podium.
Alright, that's damn retarded but it's a good thing though.

Friday was a blast & I really enjoyed myself a lot.
After my exams I went to NgeeAnn poly ALONE.
Felt very awkward when I was ther alone while waiting for callista.
Thanks callista for teaching me last 2 week's things.
Waited for the rest who were studying @ NP to go for lesson together.

&after lesson, made a very last minute decision to go for danz people recital.
Went there to support agnes. Now I think Breakdancing is damn interesting.
Perhaps I'll learn it after 'O's.
I swear the bboys & bgirls from danz people are awesome.
Though I just got to know them for barely a min, I managed to click well with them.
One word - FUN (:

Studied alone after tuition yst.
nothing much. Just that this sentence keeps repeating in my head
- "shawty's like a eenie meenie minie mo lover~"

Gotta go !
On the last day of exam, LASERBEAMZ gonna prepare well for DANCEXPLOSION.
wooooooo ~

2010-04-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

FRUSTRATED

why must you people assume things about ME?

just STOP.

If you want to take me as a target or a goal, go ahead bcos I DON'T CARE.

I, ONLY COMPETE WITH MYSELF.

(make this clear)

There are just some things that I disagree & I get such treatment back.

I have my reasons and I think it'll benefit me in some ways in the end.

I SHALL JUST STAY CALM & MAKE IT SEEM AS IF NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.

ok bye.

Busy day tmr, boring.

2010-04-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

HI THERE !

I'm feeling so much better now.

Yesterday night, I went to the hospital with my mom and bro.

KK WOMEN AND CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL to be exact (:

So... I went to the children' hospital.

yaya, you must be thinking why children's hospital?

Well, i've not reach the age of 16 so I'm still considered as kid.

Even if i'm 16, i will still be a kid.

Unless i've reached 17 then of course i ain't no longer one.

SO... SHERRI, ZHIQING, WEILUN & to all those who just became 16, YOU GUYS ARE STILL KIDS. HAHAHAHAHA ! When I was in the hospital, I felt damn awkward because I was the oldest there. Haha ! & It was my second time there. The first time there was last year. I still can remember how bad my condition was. Why was I there again? It was because of my fever. I had virus fever. Not just some normal fever. So that's the reason why it took my so long to recover.

I have started studying already !! YAY ! Feel so happy for myself.

Besides that, after lazying around for so long, I even caught new beginnings until episode 14.

All thanks to MIO TV, it accompanied through my process of being sick. HAHA !

I'm feeling rejuvenated. wooooooo ~

Since I'm given 5days MC. I'll make good use of the MC and only get back to school next tuesday. It ain't fun being sick but still I enjoyed just sleeping and not doing anything else. Gotta catch up with my studies already.

Love all !

2010-04-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

okay... Look @ my facial expression.

Trying hard to bite off the satay.

Right now, I'm trying hard to push myself out of my comfort zone.

I want to achieve my goals.

Achieve my targets which I have set a long time ago for my SA1.

I don't want to let my parents down, I don't want to let mysef down either.

Though I've just recovered but I'm not gonna excuse myself.

I'm gonna push myself even harder than before.

You may think that its just a normal midyear examination...

But this means a lot to me, because this sheet of results will help me with my DSA to my dream junior college. I've made up my mind and my dream college would be St Andrew's Junior college. I don't know why but just that college. Actions speaks louder than words. I'll make sure I will do it, I promise. I'll try my very best.

K, just something damn random.
I really miss those days in BINTAN.

REALLY REALLY REALY

REALLY.

2010-04-21T15:31:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.
It seems like everything in me has just stopped.
It doesn't wants to start moving, being ahead of others.
COME ON !! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

I hate to be in this situation whereby my mid-year exam is just next week.
I am lying on my bed blogging, haven't even done anything this week.
GAHHHH ! I think I'm going crazy already.
By hook or by crook, I gotta go to school tmr too because I'm having my oral.
THIS SUCKS. I SWEAR.

I panicking already. I see others making progress while I see myself ....
Gosh... I'm having so much frustration now.
Its also because I cannot accept the fact that I will lose to others.

I just feel like giving up.
Not studying anymore. WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING.

what to do? what to do? what to do?
*slaps myself x100000000000000 times*

2010-04-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted after a long day of school.
Tuitioned on probability. I dislike that topic but eventually I think I'll be alright with it...
Just need more practice I think. I've stopped piano coming for a month. Sigh, if this continues will I ever be able to be prepared to take exam next year? Hope so.

Having e.maths test next tuesday. I wanna try to be the top scorer. TRY.
This whole week hasn't been smooth for me.
Still, I'll not let my emotions affect my studies nor my attitude towards learning.
Infact this motivates me to do even better, to get better grades, enter into a JC & let my mom have less burden. I guess I won't be turning on my laptop that often until SA1 is over.

Gotta run !
I've still got homework to be done.
Speech day tmr. Gosh !

2010-04-14T08:45:00.002+08:00

Hi people, currently in school's com lab.
I AM VERY HUNGRY NOW.
thank god I've brought the biscuit that Sirui bought for me along to school.
Heehee ^^

2010-04-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

Gave school a miss today.
Replenished my sleep (:
But I'm sure i'll be drained tmr because of the full dress rehearsal tmr.

I woke up during noon.
Met poonydepoink @ 3.30pm.
Studied till 9pm (:
We did have 1hour break, had our dinner.

Hopefully I didn't miss our a lot of things today.
If only I was capable enough to study everything on my own & not go to school.

2010-04-11T14:46:00.003+08:00

I've started my engine & I'm gonna go at a constant speed for now.
After tuition yst, went to my usual study place to STUDY.
Dandan & poony came along too.

Studied for about two hour & head to cafecartel since dandan was hungry.
Their service sucks, deproved so much!!
But their 50% discount after 9pm is worth it.
After munching some food, we stayed there and study.
haha !

& this morning I woke up early to practice dharma.

Feel so proud of myself.

SDD next sunday. Can't wait.

Going off.

Luv, Bweena.

2010-04-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm damn tired after a long day out.
I think that today's speech day is a total waste of my time.
Quickly rushed to meet my dear sister Vanessa. [heehee]

Was early so I was @ heeren, sitting outside sexy diamond waiting for her.
Scrambled down to *scape for our waacking lesson.
Finally got to meet the old people.

There are 41people in the class.
Bryan teaches damn fast, though I'm still able to catch up but indeed lots of homework to do.
Gotta make sure I least I get my coordination right.
Most importantly, shoulders must be downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
FABULOUS!!!

I think I owe my dancemates lots of money lahhszxzxzxzxz.
The feelings sucks. I hope I'm able to clear my debt asap :/

Next week's gonna be a 'TEST' week.
I'm gonna start my engine already.

Yesterday wasn't a good day though I still managed to keep smiling.
Could feel my heart sighing. My prediction was right. Perhaps its just not the right time?
When you really like someone, go for it. Why would people say I've got no interest in you & have admired someone else? Like comeon... Isn't liking someone suppose to be liking that person's self? &You wouldn't have any objections to his/her flaws.
Right?

Gahhhhhhh... I shall just shutup.
I miss my O PEOPLE ALREADY.

LASTLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY TO MY BESTIE <3>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TANNADEMERAH.

2010-04-08T12:54:00.002+08:00

Hi people :/
I'm using the school's netbook to blog.
I don't know why I'm feeling damn SAD, or perhaps the correct word I should use would be heartbroken (U).
LOL~

Tmr's jasnyn's birthday & the next day would be tanna's birthday.
Waacking lesson 1 will officially start tmr.
Apparently, I feel like dancing to get rid of the stuck up feeling in me.

Had a GREAT catch up with joey yesterday.
Was surprised that she came back for CO.
Meet you during Speech day again.
<3> you ! (:

Having tuition later on.
I seriously gotta be discipline with my work.
I'm lagging behind, its like I've not progress.

Gahhh... I gotta sort my feelings out.

Later~

WHAT A LONG POST !

2010-04-05T19:01:00.005+08:00

Seems like I'm very free today but actually not.
Just thought of uploading the photos to make my blog look much more alive.

Like I've said, I went to the musuem for Quest of immortality on Good friday.
Plans with clique for L4D2 was cancelled.
The exhibition wasn't that thrilling as what I thought cos I think that most of the things there were FAKE, mom said that in egypt the things there are 10 times bigger than the displays in the exhibition. Whatever~

Anyway, its always good being a student because our tickets were FREE !

Just gonna show this 2 photos that I took, since the rest were pretty blur.

As you can see we turned on 'FLASH' when we're not supposed to.
There was this guy who approached us telling us "STRICTLY NO FLASH!"
Bro & I felt offended so we went to take a picture of him using FLASH directly infront of his face.
LOL ~ LAME. I KNOW

So that's the end of my short lil trip to the musuem.

Headed to cafe cartel @ plaza sing to chill while waiting for Simon & Renee.

Just two random photos of my bro and his gf ^^

Met up with Simon & Renee @ Marina square.

Had a Big Feast @ Dian Xiao Er.
Guess what, we had a taste of crocodile meat. (Simon liked it, EWW !)

Swear I was complaining non-stop, saying that the crocodile's so poor thing blahblahblah.

Wasn't feeling that well after dinner, plans of movie in the midnight was cancelled because of me again. Sorry :(

Saturday... I woke up early.

Earliest timing among all weekends.

Went to the doctor because I was having RASHES.

EEEEEEE ! Hate it, hate it, hate it.

BUT ! Its better now.

Had tuition, met my girls after that.

WE BUGIS-ED & HAJI LANE-D.

Sheesha(sp?)

Loved the atmosphere of the shop, better than the previous one.

Everything was better than the last.

NO MORE. NO MORE. NO MORE.

SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR.

VERY VERY VERY

SERIOUS NAO.

......

....

OKAY, exam's around the corner.

S-T-U-D-Y, STUDY, study.

This is what I do when I study half way.

Heehee.

K BUAISXZXZXZ.

Feel & get engross into it

2010-04-01T17:48:00.003+08:00

Ogay, my blog's like fucking dead.
I know you know, everybody know.
Ok shut up.

Have been studying, sleeping & eating.
Dance session with aaron & lun with some other girls from my school.
Guess what, eastview has a new club called mordern dance.
Andreas's gonna be the instructor.

I think I scored the lowest for spa among all pure chem students.
I'LL NOT MAKE IT HAPPEN FOR THE NEXT ONE.
Kinda happy that I got choosen for colours award?
But still feel that I don't deserve it as I'm not the one who have done most of the things.

So... Tmr's good friday & I'll be heading to the musuem with bro & mom for the exhibition - Quest for immortality.
I'm sure its gonna be real cool & awesome.
Hopefully pictures can be taken there.

OHYA ! not forgetting the choreographers ball last monday.
It was worth the $20 & time spent there.
Waacking lesson starting next week ! yahooooo ~

SA1's coming in less than a month.
This means, blog's gonna be dead.
Haha ! Shall see how it goes.

Going off for now~

2010-03-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

Okay, haven't been blogging.
Was damn busy the past week but I still manage to level up in MY CITY LIFE.
Lol ~

I'm scared,
cos the MID YEAR'S are coming already,
I have to step down in a few weeks time.

BUT ! This sunday is "flower's" birthday.
Heehee, its going to be 2years old.
hmm.... So, should I go for tuition or go out with ____?
After that I still gotta attend jacqueline's bbq.
(I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET TANNA, SHENGMING, TINA & DARREN)

I believe that with consistency I will achieve my goals.
Love love love this quote from Helen Keller.
It says :
-Optimism is te faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.
Got it from my handbook anyway. HAHA !
Some quotes in the handbook are not even inspiring LOR.

I'm heading to bed now.
Games day & L4D2 with cliques on friday.
Can't wait, but that doesn't mean i'll slack.

Goodnight earthlings :D
OH YA ! SUPPORT EARTH HOUR ON THE 27th of MARCH ALSO KAYYYYY? :>
(8.30-9.30pm) If you love mother earth, you love yourself too.

2010-03-19T18:52:00.001+08:00

Why can't brother just understand this part-
'Can you spend some time with your mom & sis? Just the 3 of us and nobody else?'

When will you ever realise it man??

2010-03-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

Ok...

I L4D2-ed TODAY !
with Sherri, Jiawei, Weilun, Feifei, Aaron & Dandan(baby)

YAY! Baby, Jiawei & I OWNED Sherri, weilun, feifei& aaron.
Sherri left after an hour to meet her BOYFRIEND.
Extended an hour, so in total we played for 3hours.
MY $6.90. BABY & AARON STILL OWE ME $2.30.
YOU DON'T PAY ME BACK I BEAT YOU.

Head back to tamp.
While on the bus, baby & I were disturbing pedestrains using the laser.
HAHAHAHA ! Even the girl sitting infront of the two of us were laughing all the way.
I SWEAR IT WAS DAMN FUNNY.

Weilun & I accompanied Aaron to get his 'FORMAL' clothes for some Gala(sp?) event he has.
Met mom @ subway & I SUBWAY-ED for dinner @ some foodcourt, I forgot the name of it already. Mom ate DUCK RICE. LOL ~
Ok shutup... -.-

Tuition tmr with minhui & jacob.
Last lesson for dance :(
Still considering if I should continue with HH3 or save up that money to join street jazz after 'O' levels are over.
Hmm... ^o)

Time to get my homework done...

BUT BEFORE THAT
THIS IS WHAT I CALL HOT

MATT STEFFANINA FTW ~

2010-03-15T17:49:00.003+08:00

I didn't L4D2 in the end.
postponed to I think wednesday?

Today's oral = GG.
I think i'll score badly cause I didn't list out some very (Y) points.
I think I SUCK. BOOHOO.

Had lunch outside the coffee shop.
Poon, shewee & I went to CS.
Poon finally got shewee her birthday present.
The 3 of us had our hair trimmed today.
I went to different place from theirs.

By the time I got home was already 4.30pm.
Sat infront of my piano, kept play some where over the rainbow.
woooo ~ & colours of the wind.
done with my first exam piano piece (Y)

What am I gonna do later??
Still wondering.

ok bye~

2010-03-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

Had a gruesome saturday after tuition.
I wanted to go to the IT fair so badly but no one was available for me.
Thought of going there alone but... I go there alone to squeeze with the crowd?
No thanks...

LOL ~ So I think I had a very bad saturday but sunday was slightly better ^^
I did my tuition homework & school work.
Went out with mummy, bro & kereen to watch being human (Y).
Jack neo is a LOSER.

Having oral today...
I'm starting to get very frantic.
I WANNA L4D2 later~~
Hopefully everybody's answer would be yes yes yes.
HAHAHAHAHAHA -.-

Oh ya, going out on the 26th with M to watch 'how to train your dragon'
HAHAHAHA, that movie's so cute.
OK, I'M BEING LAME.

I shall start studying tmr.
(i'm not procrastinating.)

2010-03-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

I'm currently feeling exhausted right now.
Just got home from dance.

DANCE today was tough.
Gotta practice more on footwork and body coordinate.
Look god damn ugly without the right posture.
CRAP.

Had an early dinner today & I'm please about it,
since I always have my dinner later than everyone does.
Before that, after tuition ended quickly went to the alteration shop to get my pants and head home to bath and change.

It does not SEEM to be tiring but actually it is.
Worst of all is that, I SEEM TO BE ENJOYING IT?
WEIRD OR NOT?

K, shall stop my nonsense here.
MORE FOOTWORK tmr. MUST MUST MUST.

Should I continue HH3?

2010-03-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR THAT CHEOK ZHIMING, BRIAN IS FUCKING ANNOYING TODAY. HE'S PICKING IS BETTER THAN MY MOM.

OMFG.

2010-03-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

BFFs (:

I didn't do much this weekend.

But just purely relaxing,

playing my piano, sitting down by my bedside gulping down sips of green tea while reading my book.

I slept for 10hours today. (Y)

I went down to the market to have breakfast with mom. (Y)

@ the same time went to the market to get some of her esstential needs. (Y)

FYI : I seldom wake up early, go to the hawker to have breakfast & head to the market with mom since its always so squeezy and smelly @ times. THE PIG NEEDS REST.

Had a heavy brunch. Btt I got home, it was noon.

I was supposed to meet qiang @ 2pm but before that, I layed on my bed.

Woke up realising that it was 2. & I WAS LATE AGAIN.

Went to teadot & I FEEL GOD DAMN STUPID.

I brought my a.maths tys, without any useful handy notes with me.

Was stucked at unit 9B. Tried doing unit 11A but its not taught yet.

AWESOME or what.

Abandoned him there @ 4pm, I head to popular to grab mitch albom's book.

I'm left with one more book to complete the whole series.

LOL ~

When I got home, I was stucked on my piano.

Kept practicing the same bars over and over again.

Did a lil remix of canon with somewhere over the rainbow and twinkle twinkle lil stars.

I know its kinda lame but it sounds nice, I SWEAR.

Gotta go ~

I'M HAPPY BCOS I DID like 1/3 of a chinese revision paper?

-I SAW SIGNS OF TEMASEK JC EVERYWHERE TODAY.

A day spent alone

2010-03-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

Ok, not really alone.
Was studying with Darren Toh this morning in school with mdm rozi around.
Finally got to have a clearer understanding of the direct proportionate & inversely proportionate thingy. & also some doubts that I've come across while doing the e.maths.

Went to orchad alone today.
Ok, I sound like a loner but i'm not.
I wanted to get my watch strap changed since its like... spoilt & smelly @ the same time?
So, I went to 'The Heeren'. I walked rounds and rounds around the mall, got damn frustrated and headed to the info counter.

ME : "Excuse me, do you know where's this shop located at?"
Lady : "Erm, I'm sorry but the shop has already closed down."
ME : "CLOSED DOWN?! (with my right eyebrow up). Do you know where has the shop been relocated?"
Lady : "I'm sad to say but that shop didn't open at another place. Their main branch is at JURONG EAST."
ME : "JURONG EAST? what the... (with the 'SIAN' face)
Lady : "Yup, JURONG EAST (with happy smile face)
ME : "Anyway... thanks."

I was damn damn damn damn damn damn ________.
(fill in the blank yourself)
Walked in the city chain outlet & asked the sales person if it was possible for me to leave my watch here and get it changed. He told me this...

Male sales person : " Ya, you can leave it here and we'll help you sent it to the main branch @ JURONG EAST. (with happy smile face again.)"
ME : "JURONG EAST ah? okay... How long will it take?"
Male sales person : "About... aiyo, very short time lah. About 3months."
ME : " THREE MONTHS? (gave a shock face & the 'sian' face again.) Nevermind, its okay. Thankyou."

Got so pissed off, I went up to flash and splash to cool myself down.
HAHA ! I fancy ripcurl's new design of wallets.
I wanna get one. SOON. Ok, I don't know when i'll get one.

Went back home, bought Greentea pretzel ^^ & peppermint greentea.
Got home, told mom what happened... she laughed -.-
Had my VERY early dinner.
While eating, I was reading tuesday's with morrie.

Was super engrossed in the book & I literally read it for 2years and covered half of the book.
I'm amazed. &Of course, whenever I read books, my eyelids have this tendency to get heavier after reading for long hours so I dozed off on my chair with my food half eaten.
Mom came in and 'OI-ED' me.
LOL ~

KKKKKK. Shall stop for now.
I'm gonna continue with me tuesday with morrie.
OK BYE~

2010-03-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

Ok, I swear i'm fucking tired now.
Reason's because after school > Tuition till 5pm > home > Dance.
Had my dinner with my awesome dance friends @ HAPPY CHEF.

I know the name of the western food restaurant sounds damn cute.
HAHA ! Hopefully tanna will upload the photos on FB earlier.

Mint's gave MH & I like a worksheet full of differentiation questions.
I LIKE (Y), which means after the movie with M I'll be coming home to study.
+ I don't even know if the movie with M is confirm.
He hasn't replied me.

Ok, chinese paper 1 is gonna drive me insane tmr.
Both gong han & si han together??!?!?!?!?!?!
GG.

Guess what, on the 15 of march 2008...
I made a promise to myself & I've not broken it yet.
Its coming to 2 years already :(

I seriously admire my courage back then.

Ok, wtf. My wireless mouse is spoilt after it jumped down from my table.
I gotta get one when the next IT fair is up.
Does anybody know when is it? Please do inform me, anybody (:

hanging on

2010-03-02T20:15:00.004+08:00

I want and I am happy everyday (:

Hey all !

I'm happy that there won't be any more sciences test for the term already.
Glad that the problem has been settled.

I've also completed my e.maths TYS but there's still some question I don't know how to do.

COCO-NUT tmr.

Tuition + dance on thursday. ( Jasnyn has gotten her shoe, when will I get mine? )

Met up with xinyi & shikai today.

Caught up a bit, it was nice of them to send me home (actually they wanted to borrow badminton rackets from me but I couldn't find it anywhere in my storeroom -.-). Still, I sent them down to the busstop to show them my gratitude (: HEEHEE.

Nothing much to talk about.

PS : MY CONTACT LENS CAME OUT BEFORE THE SINGING OF NATIONAL ANTHEM.

I'm hungry now...

Oh ya ! I shall make this a habit to bring at least a packet of julie's biscuit to school to munch it in class. Since i'm always hungry when i'm studying. Weird !

Birthday celebration for shewee & balloon's

2010-02-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

Friday wasn't spent well though I had a short study session with JW & XW @ Teadot.
As usual, my study place (:
The PTC was a total waste of my time.
& bcos of that, it ruined our plan at night.
Overall, I'm sure we all had an enjoyable night having a 'reunion' dinner @ Katong.

I got home around 11.30pm. (mom was surprised that I was early)
Couldn't believe that I actually studied till 4am in the morning.

Met shewee, poony & bestie today.
Went town since shewee wanted to head to fareast to get something.
They 3 of them were late ! (FYI : I was punctual today.)
I bought shewee a bag for her birthday present.
HEEHEE, don't let you pay :P

Shewee baby : I hope you'll take good care of the bag & always think of me whenever you use it. HAHA !

Continued studying when I got home just now.
Mom said there was a chingay performance along the road side nearby my house.
When we went down to check it out, it was no longer there.
Oh well... but at least I grabbed a bite of my all time fav - tutu kueh.
The cheesy hotdog I bought wasn't appealing at all. (It was still edible.)

Pictures are with shewee & poonythepoink.
---------------------------------------------------------------

I just realised that I've neglected qiuyan :(
I don't know if she'll see this but I'm seriously feeling very guilty.
It has been ages since I last met her, the last time I was on the phone with her was on her birthday.
I am sorry :(((((((((((((((((((

There's this urge in me that keeps making me reminisce.
& its only YOU that comes into my mind all the time.
What's wrong with me? Its been 1year, 2months and 28days already.
When will this stop? or perhaps, when will it start all over again?
I'm still waiting... I think.

2010-02-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

Was it meant for me to wait?

Dance today was exceptionally challenging today.

I don't know why either, perhaps its because xue hui taught two eights in a lesson.

Shall practice hard and not embarrass next week.

E.maths CA tmr, I MUST GET FULL MARKS.

ANW, while walking towards lavender mrt station just now..

I saw this guy who looked like _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ but it wasn't him.

I think I've...

HAHA ! 你们猜不到的啦 :P

Sometimes I just wonder why am I still holding on.

I feel stupid, indeed I'm stupid when it comes to such stuff.

Sigh... when will I ever accept this reality?

Oh dear.

Awesome teacher ^^

Poony~ We look so skinny here. I (Y) LIKE.
Perhaps this is one of the best pic I've taken with Poon so far.